Archive for April, 2010

exhaustion kicks in

Posted in Uncategorized on April 24, 2010 by Michelle Kwek

crap, why is my eq so low:( why cant i be a robot and be emotionless… why do i fail in making people around me happy… eh meiying, let me kope your fb status quote please?:(

“Sometimes”, said pooh, “the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.”

i shant say anymore lest it affect you… PEOPLE BE HAPPY K!! YOU HAPPY I HAPPY EVERYBODY HAPPY and this would create a HAPPY WORLD FOR EVERYONE… if only it was this simple…

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pissed off

Posted in Uncategorized on April 23, 2010 by Michelle Kwek

pissed off not at anybody but myself… wtp. seriously i am dam sad now… just when i thought i’ve a person i could confide in, talk to during training, i screwed it up… but seriously, i dont understand, where did the conflict of interest come about in the first place… seriously i am dam lost:( and plus you said i was like…. and it was frustrating… all i can say is sorry though you’ll never see this.

i really dont understand… why cannot be close to both sides? maybe this is a nice way of asking me to get lost but i would rather you tell me straight in the face? crap myself… hml… why is life so bleak that i cant even see the light and the end of the tunnel.. just where am i headed to?

i dont understand, seriously. but rather than to make things difficult for everyone i’ll follow your wish since you must have reasons as to why this is the best way to resolve it. there is no way i can survive till the next holiday comes… no way at all:(

emoshit

Posted in Uncategorized on April 23, 2010 by Michelle Kwek

hello people!! these few days have been awesome with raffles squash!!! be it rgsquash or rjsquash!!! both have performed really well!!

watching the juniors played seemed like i was watching the result of my children and grandchildren growing up!!! their game play has matured soo much!!! omg!:D though we ended up with double silver, they are winners in my world just like mr de said!!! and i bet many of us live in my world!:)

watching rjsquash made me realised that my passion for squash never diminished… seriously… but like lifang said, i have chosen this path, i will just have to enjoy it and not regret!! and rjsquash has shown awesome team spirit… something i havent felt in ultimate yet… though squash is an individual sport, rjsquash has gone far beyond that!!! GO GRAB THE GOLD ex ccamates:)

and so these few days have been emo cause i miss my juniors super a lot!! miss my mei super a lot!!!┬áthurs was really emo until lingmin started smsing and made me laugh cause she is sooo witty and rertarded and funny hahahah:) aiy, i think i have been far too dao during trainings but i mean, that’s the way i am… antisocial:(

ok lah now is PW lesson and the whole class is rushing homework and here i am slacking!!:( hahaha. byeeeeeee

death.

Posted in Uncategorized on April 18, 2010 by Michelle Kwek

when it comes, it comes… there’s nothing we can do to prevent it… no matter how prepared we said we were, we can never be completely prepared in the sense that there will still be sadness and most of the time, tears. there comes a point when we must let go and so we shall and we have done it. byebye..

yupp, this week was a short school week for me at least. thurs had an MC cause i was falling sick thanks to PI:( haha. was due on fri so i started on wed after training when i reached home at 930:( so i did it until about 3 and was 98% done:) substanded but like i care… spent whole of thurs in hospital and actually my past 3 weeks have been in and out of SGH visiting… friday didnt go school again. and omg my reputation as ponner kwek has spread quite far i guess? smses that came were :wah back to your old self? hhaha. wtp lah. then next sms after i replied was eh sorry sorry..

yupp… mummy has left for san fransisco this morning:( friday then come back. haiyo. although i am dam antisocial, but at times like these, i fear loneliness… fear the silence…

yest ora not bad lah. as in no not very good like not happening enough… but seeing squashers were awesomeeeeee!!! and the 15 shots with frisbee people were NOT MY STYLE?! spoilt my cool reputation:( hahaha.

this week really sucked other than wed training.. too much porridge this week thanks to separators:( how am i to survive next week?! looking forward to tues, wed, thurs but i am afraid i will not be able to cheer:(

JIAYOU RAFFLES SQUASH!!!:D

Posted in Uncategorized on April 4, 2010 by Michelle Kwek

OMGGG!!!! CAME BACK JUST NOW THEN HAD TO RUSH AND COMPLETE MY ECONS ESSAY THEN I FELL ASLEEP THEN MSN CONVOSCOMBOS WOKE ME UP A BIT AND I REALISED I HAD TO COMPLETE MY WORK SO I ANYHOW DID IT WHILE I WAS HALF ASLEEP THEN I HAD TO BATHE SO I WENT IN WITH MY EYES CLOSED THEN I SHAMPOOED MY HAIR AND I WAS LIKE EH THIS SMELL WRONG ONE!!! WLAO I USED SOAP ON MY HAIR!!!:( OMG TMR IF YOU SEE ME BALD IN SCHOOL YOU SHOULD KNOW WHY:( AND OOOPS NO PUNCTUATION:) SORRY IF THE WORDS ARE WEIRD CAUSE I CANNOT BE BOTHERED TO CHECK AND THIS THING CHANGED MY WORDS WEIRDLY:)

ANYWAY VOTE FOR STOMP, DUMBLEDORE’S ARMY AND SMILE:) I DONTDON’T UNDERSTAND WHY I CANNOT UNCAPSLOCK THIS KEYPAD:( I FEEL LIKE RACHTAN:(

deep down within i’m…

Posted in Uncategorized on April 1, 2010 by Michelle Kwek

sucks, this week has been full of nonsense:( and i am irritated already lah. crap. said it straight in your face yet you are so ego that you thought i was joking though at first you thought it was real. what the. i mean what i say lah. if i repeat that again you will probably come murder me so dont force me ah. thanks!

anyway, amidst the “CAMPAIGNING” for friends, haha. sometimes there is a struggle within. coming to jc already makes our 24 hours feel like 12 hours. then like if my friends get into council, that means much less time with them? sian, so i dont want to vote them already. but then i know that is what they really want to do and what they do best so i’ll vote them. wahhh.

yay, liting’s house later!!!:D