The greatest weapon

Comparison. It is the greatest weapon. Of course it could be used well like if we were to compare ourselves with the lesser fortunate, we will realised how blessed we are to have what we have. But we are only human, always comparing with the better days, acting like we are having shit days and what not. Comparison can influence your mood more than you can imagine. Just thinking back to taiwan days, the best week of my life, to now school makes school really like shit. So why then am I taking the weapon and stabbing myself. Rather pointless eh. Self-inflicted. Instead of always reminding myself the good days I had in hall, move on kwek. Treasure those memories but move on you retard.

1 week of M4 has ended. It was not exactly xiong since it was such a short week but drained I feel. Need to find a different source of strength this year since I have no more trug and neighbours:(